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He said something cruel this afternoon.... It hurts me so much. He wants to break up when my friends visit me and have a talk til midnight. 

Tired

Have you ever loved someone so much that you had too much expectation on them? I have and I'm in the process of it. I've dated him for 9 months -no, it's almost 10 months- and lately I got sngry easily for something unimportant. It's not like it's unimportant at all, but I always got angry for small things. I always thought he is the one who always got wrong. Ah I just couldn't describe how I feel...

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Yang punya mobil harus tanggung jawab SEMUA harga tilang. Yang numpang dan dianterin sampe rumah ga usah bayar apa2. Hebat...

Insecure

Dear God,

I really don't know how to deal with his condition. You really knows that we -he and i- has the same bestfriend which is a girl. He keeps contact her even we are now in a relationship. It doesn't such a bother for me if she never did anything to my love life. Unfortunately, she did. She has ruined my love life once. She made my crush put all his attention to her. And I'm really afraid of her doing the same thing to my boyfriend. The jealousy in me feels so strong. I believe that my boyfriend tells her about all of our relationship stories. And if we have a conflict someday, he surely will tell her about it and she will be so wise and kind in his eyes. And because they're too close, I'm afraid that they will fall for each other. I just don't know what to do. I feel so insecure everytime he contacts her. And now, he starts to do the same thing as what he did to his ex. He deletes his and her chat history when he wants to meet me :(

<3

Eventhough he really wanted to sleep, he still accompanied me when i was so stressed doing my assignment. He even helped me doing it. Thanks jo. I love you <3 

Glad to see you :)

Haha I was so happy to see his expression when he saw me at the airport. Happy super duper belated birthday, and welcome to Jakarta! I miss you so damn much :')

Those 3 words

I miss him so badly :( i'm really looking forward to the day when he comes here and hug me tight and say those 3 words without any hesitation. I really want to spend my 10 days with him. You will never know how much i love him.