I can't

'Try forgetting someone you really love is more like hurting yourselves even more'.

That's the best quotes to describe me. You know, he said that I had to forget him and found someone else. Words are to simple to be said, but it's really hard for me to do it.

I've tried in many ways, but still, I just can't do it. I hate it when it turns out like this. I'm stuck in my own feeling.

He's the one who can change my ex's position in my heart. And when he entered my heart, he decided to get out and forced me to get him out.

I really appreciate what he has decided. However, I can't deny my feeling. And every time I remember about us spending our times together, it hurts me so much.

Have you ever felt the condition when you want to cry out loud but you can't? I'm in that position right now.

I need him to hear me crying and hug me so tightly, just like my dream. And if It's possible, I want him to choose me and have a happy ending with him.

That's so irrational (I know). And you guys may hate me for that.